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hk in 2 days [Tuesday
July 31st, 2007 at 5:24pm]
sophmore tko in 28.
the lover and the liar.
headaches and nightmares
flip flops and ice cream.
god i hate summer.
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question; [Friday
July 20th, 2007 at 2:44pm]
how do you guys make money?
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[Thursday
July 19th, 2007 at 9:50am]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | sell your soul; via hollywood undead ]







sexual like i'm hetro~

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shuffle leads to [Monday
July 16th, 2007 at 1:37pm]
early sunsets over monroeville
hero/heroine
and note to self

(my chem = how we met)
(reffered to as hero/heroine)
("our song")

-
souffle.
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just because... [Monday
July 16th, 2007 at 10:52am]
[ music | my black dahlia via hollywood undead. ]

natasha isnt answering me SO...

[10:39] samanthastarship: do you still talk to lindsey
[10:39] DARKHIML: no
[10:40] DARKHIML: i dont talk to her anymore

[10:24] DARKHIML: hello
[10:24] zTHElatestPLAGUE: hi....
[10:25] DARKHIML: im sorry about last night
[10:25] zTHElatestPLAGUE: what?
[10:25] DARKHIML: my grandma took away the phone

(note: i am zthelatestplague, he told me (sam) his mom took away his phone. strike one)

[10:40] zTHElatestPLAGUE: simon sayssssss
[10:40] zTHElatestPLAGUE: ruben tap your foot
[10:41] DARKHIML: okay
[10:42] DARKHIML: now what
[10:42] zTHElatestPLAGUE: your turn
[10:42] DARKHIML: okay
[10:42] DARKHIML: ummmmm
[10:42] DARKHIML: simon says to .............
[10:43] DARKHIML: come over her
[10:43] zTHElatestPLAGUE: lol
[10:43] zTHElatestPLAGUE: im not gonna come over unless simon says who hes talking to
[10:43] zTHElatestPLAGUE: WHO DO YOU WANT TO COME OVER!??!?!
[10:43] DARKHIML: simon says to go to rubens house
[10:43] zTHElatestPLAGUE: haha
[10:43] zTHElatestPLAGUE: who should go to rubens house???
[10:44] DARKHIML: YOU !!!!!!!!
[10:44] DARKHIML: lindsey
[10:44] DARKHIML: <3

(note: me trying to get "lindsey" out of him worked by playing simon says. slick i know -_- but it worked. strike two)

[10:46] zTHElatestPLAGUE: so you love me?
[10:47] DARKHIML: YES I LOVE YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!
[10:47] DARKHIML: I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH <33

(note: OUCH. points for "lindsey" strike three)

[10:55] zTHElatestPLAGUE: but i really like you
[10:55] DARKHIML: i dont like you
[10:55] DARKHIML: lol
[10:55] DARKHIML: i love you
[10:55] DARKHIML: remember

(strike four)

[10:59] zTHElatestPLAGUE: does she know we still talk?
[11:00] DARKHIML: no

(yes i do you ass.)

[11:05] DARKHIML: like when i was in the car for 15 hr
[11:06] DARKHIML: i was like lindsey lindsey lindsey

(.....)

[11:06] DARKHIML: hey
[11:07] DARKHIML: lets go have hot sex in your bed

(LMAO WTF)

[11:08] DARKHIML: im going to get on top of you
[11:11] DARKHIML: im kissing you and licking your lips

(...cybersex?)

[11:15] .................: whats your name
[11:15] .................: ?
[11:15] zTHElatestPLAGUE: lindsey.
[11:16] zTHElatestPLAGUE: tran
[11:16] zTHElatestPLAGUE: nice to meet you
[11:16] zTHElatestPLAGUE: and you are?
[11:16] .................: who are you
[11:16] .................: what ?
[11:16] zTHElatestPLAGUE: im lindsey
[11:16] .................: do you now me ?
[11:16] zTHElatestPLAGUE: haha
[11:16] zTHElatestPLAGUE: yeah i do.
[11:16] zTHElatestPLAGUE: very much.
[11:17] zTHElatestPLAGUE: both sides of you.

(i see you're catching on)

[11:18] .................: how many hr was the longest we have ever talk on the phone
[11:18] zthelatestplague: omg i have no idea
[11:18] zthelatestplague: my ear hurted thats ill i know
[11:18] zthelatestplague: haha
[11:18] .................: no
[11:18] .................: who are you ?
[11:18] zthelatestplague: IM SAM
[11:18] zthelatestplague: THANKS
[11:18] zthelatestplague: THIS IS MY OLD SN
[11:19] zthelatestplague: SO IF YOU WANT. DO HAVE HOT SEX WITH LINDSEY
[11:19] zthelatestplague: BECAUSE YOU FUCKING LOVE HER
[11:19] .................: no
[11:19] zthelatestplague: AND THIS "SECRET LOVE"
[11:19] .................: i dont
[11:19] zthelatestplague: SHOVE IT UP YOUR ASS.
[11:19] zthelatestplague: NO
[11:19] .................: its not i secret love
[11:19] zthelatestplague: NO DONT EVEN START
[11:19] .................: omg
[11:19] zthelatestplague: IT WAS ME THE WHOLE TIME
[11:19] zthelatestplague: YOU FUCKING ASSS
[11:19] zthelatestplague: I KNEW IT
[11:19] .................: omg
[11:19] zthelatestplague: i cant believe you
[11:20] .................: okay
[11:20] .................: im going to tell you the truth
[11:20] zthelatestplague: way-to-go.
[11:20] .................: no let me tell you the truth
[11:20] .................: look
[11:20] zthelatestplague: go ahead
[11:20] zthelatestplague: its gonna be the same in the end
[11:20] .................: i do talk to lindsey
[11:21] zthelatestplague: i dont fucking care.
[11:21] .................: look i just like her as a friend
[11:21] zthelatestplague: LMAO
[11:21] zthelatestplague: RIGHT
[11:21] .................: i didnt break up with you
[11:21] .................: because im in love with you
[11:21] .................: i told her no
[11:21] .................: i said no
[11:21] zthelatestplague: i want to spit in your fucking lying ass face.
[11:22] .................: because i wanna stay with sam
[11:22] zthelatestplague: i know
[11:22] .................: i swear to god
[11:22] zthelatestplague: but you also said
[11:22] zthelatestplague: you love her
[11:22] zthelatestplague: you wanna have hot sex with her
[11:22] zthelatestplague: you LOVE her
[11:22] .................: as a fiend
[11:22] zthelatestplague: you know what ruben
[11:22] .................: im not in love with her
[11:22] zthelatestplague: people dont have "hot sex"
[11:22] zthelatestplague: that is fucking stupid
[11:22] .................: i was just fucking playing
[11:23] zthelatestplague: yeah you were
[11:23] zthelatestplague: you were playing me
[11:23] .................: when you said yeah let have sex
[11:23] .................: i was like
[11:23] .................: no
[11:23] .................: no
[11:23] zthelatestplague: now if you kindly mind giving me back my heart that you crushed and kicked
[11:23] zthelatestplague: no yo uknow what
[11:23] zthelatestplague: right now, i feel nothing
[11:23] .................: okay lindsey knows i love you very much
[11:23] zthelatestplague: yeah i dont care
[11:23] zthelatestplague: I
[11:23] zthelatestplague: DONT
[11:23] zthelatestplague: CARE
[11:23] .................: love
[11:23] zthelatestplague: no
[11:24] .................: look in sorry
[11:24] zthelatestplague: get out of here with that
[11:24] zthelatestplague: you know what
[11:24] .................: im sorry
[11:24] zthelatestplague: fuck you.
[11:24] .................: no
[11:24] .................: love no wait
[11:24] zthelatestplague: no.
[11:24] .................: plz let me talk
[11:24] zthelatestplague: you said enough.
[11:24] .................: no
[11:24] .................: plz

(i changed the DARKHIML to ........ so i wouldnt confuse myself, but its the same person)


SO!
in the end, i came out winning. ironicly, not crying, not sad. very happy. \
and hes still whining.
so how are you guys today?

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gossiportruth [Tuesday
June 26th, 2007 at 1:08pm]
gossip: lindaey+ruben=saturday mall and im ok with it
truth: it hurts like a bitch
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[Tuesday
June 26th, 2007 at 11:28am]
[ mood | bah ]
[ music | seven years via saosin ]

friday: san fransisco
saturday: sacramento
sunday: san fransisco
monday: come home


come home where i boyfriend cheats on me but i lack the strength to break up with him.
in an unhealthy relationship and i cant do anything about it.
stephen: he loves you, no doubt the most hes loved. but he doesnt know how to be loyal.
hes seeing lindsey saturday. he promised me if he ever cheats on me or kisses another girl his sould is going to hell. he sweared to god he wouldnt do it again. but, once a cheater always a cheater.

tired of being gi joe.
-
in other news, the retreat = bombmissing day 2 night.
never gonna feel like that again.why am i so negative.

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me, you, and my medication [Tuesday
June 19th, 2007 at 6:56pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | the beautiful people via marilyn manson ]

love is just a chemical creation.












fuck it.
its not like you care anyways.
im done pitying you, thank you very much.

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fuck yeah. [Friday
June 15th, 2007 at 1:14pm]
[ mood | eh ]
[ music | konstantine via something corporate. ]

eventually ill see him again
i waited eleven months, i can wait another 12.
its okay.
a girl doesnt HAVE to see her boyfriend -_-

in other news, there is no other news.
my uncle passed away
new phone
this is pointless pretty much.
i have nothing interesting to say.



oh ps.
dear lindsey, ellie, bre, marina, (new girls), serena, sammi ("suicide"), and the rest of you whom i cant seem to remember;
>i hate you kids with a passion. i hope you die a horribly slow and painful death that eats away your insides and decays your skin as your flesh burns off.

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today was great. [Monday
June 4th, 2007 at 5:47pm]
end of story.


for more, ask.
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6.1.07 [Saturday
June 2nd, 2007 at 10:14am]
best day ive had so far
met up with burned bridges and rebuilt them
hugged my little black boy longer than i should have
liked every second of it
walked to 7-11; got HEY!ed out a black subruban window, met some of jennys swim team friends, and had a nice little chat with some kids at the 7-11
one looked like renee
came home hella happy and tired
my parents were able to make me feel lower than shit in the span of 20 minutes
but the memory of those hugs is whats keeping me happy.
missing my little black boy <33
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im watching everything being taken away from me. [Sunday
May 27th, 2007 at 7:57pm]
im loseing; theyre winning.
blame it on this southern weather.
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ive never wanted this more. [Thursday
May 24th, 2007 at 11:13pm]
i need to find a way out.
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pull the plug [Monday
May 21st, 2007 at 6:08pm]
because i hate living.
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crash. [Thursday
May 10th, 2007 at 6:12pm]
and burn.

i love nachos.
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