scenesters are never too indie.

hk in 2 days

2007-08-01T00:24:51Z

sophmore tko in 28.
the lover and the liar.
headaches and nightmares
flip flops and ice cream.
god i hate summer.

question;

2007-07-20T21:44:55Z

how do you guys make money?

gossiportruth @ 2007-07-19T09:50:00

2007-07-19T16:57:58Z

sexual like i'm hetro~

shuffle leads to

2007-07-16T20:37:49Z

early sunsets over monroeville
hero/heroine
and note to self

(my chem = how we met)
(reffered to as hero/heroine)
("our song")

-
souffle.

just because...

2007-07-16T18:32:14Z

natasha isnt answering me SO...

[10:39] samanthastarship: do you still talk to lindsey
[10:39] DARKHIML: no
[10:40] DARKHIML: i dont talk to her anymore

[10:24] DARKHIML: hello
[10:24] zTHElatestPLAGUE: hi....
[10:25] DARKHIML: im sorry about last night
[10:25] zTHElatestPLAGUE: what?
[10:25] DARKHIML: my grandma took away the phone

(note: i am zthelatestplague, he told me (sam) his mom took away his phone. strike one)

[10:40] zTHElatestPLAGUE: simon sayssssss
[10:40] zTHElatestPLAGUE: ruben tap your foot
[10:41] DARKHIML: okay
[10:42] DARKHIML: now what
[10:42] zTHElatestPLAGUE: your turn
[10:42] DARKHIML: okay
[10:42] DARKHIML: ummmmm
[10:42] DARKHIML: simon says to .............
[10:43] DARKHIML: come over her
[10:43] zTHElatestPLAGUE: lol
[10:43] zTHElatestPLAGUE: im not gonna come over unless simon says who hes talking to
[10:43] zTHElatestPLAGUE: WHO DO YOU WANT TO COME OVER!??!?!
[10:43] DARKHIML: simon says to go to rubens house
[10:43] zTHElatestPLAGUE: haha
[10:43] zTHElatestPLAGUE: who should go to rubens house???
[10:44] DARKHIML: YOU !!!!!!!!
[10:44] DARKHIML: lindsey
[10:44] DARKHIML: <3

(note: me trying to get "lindsey" out of him worked by playing simon says. slick i know -_- but it worked. strike two)

[10:46] zTHElatestPLAGUE: so you love me?
[10:47] DARKHIML: YES I LOVE YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!
[10:47] DARKHIML: I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH <33

(note: OUCH. points for "lindsey" strike three)

[10:55] zTHElatestPLAGUE: but i really like you
[10:55] DARKHIML: i dont like you
[10:55] DARKHIML: lol
[10:55] DARKHIML: i love you
[10:55] DARKHIML: remember

(strike four)

[10:59] zTHElatestPLAGUE: does she know we still talk?
[11:00] DARKHIML: no

(yes i do you ass.)

[11:05] DARKHIML: like when i was in the car for 15 hr
[11:06] DARKHIML: i was like lindsey lindsey lindsey

(.....)

[11:06] DARKHIML: hey
[11:07] DARKHIML: lets go have hot sex in your bed

(LMAO WTF)

[11:08] DARKHIML: im going to get on top of you
[11:11] DARKHIML: im kissing you and licking your lips

(...cybersex?)

[11:15] .................: whats your name
[11:15] .................: ?
[11:15] zTHElatestPLAGUE: lindsey.
[11:16] zTHElatestPLAGUE: tran
[11:16] zTHElatestPLAGUE: nice to meet you
[11:16] zTHElatestPLAGUE: and you are?
[11:16] .................: who are you
[11:16] .................: what ?
[11:16] zTHElatestPLAGUE: im lindsey
[11:16] .................: do you now me ?
[11:16] zTHElatestPLAGUE: haha
[11:16] zTHElatestPLAGUE: yeah i do.
[11:16] zTHElatestPLAGUE: very much.
[11:17] zTHElatestPLAGUE: both sides of you.

(i see you're catching on)

[11:18] .................: how many hr was the longest we have ever talk on the phone
[11:18] zthelatestplague: omg i have no idea
[11:18] zthelatestplague: my ear hurted thats ill i know
[11:18] zthelatestplague: haha
[11:18] .................: no
[11:18] .................: who are you ?
[11:18] zthelatestplague: IM SAM
[11:18] zthelatestplague: THANKS
[11:18] zthelatestplague: THIS IS MY OLD SN
[11:19] zthelatestplague: SO IF YOU WANT. DO HAVE HOT SEX WITH LINDSEY
[11:19] zthelatestplague: BECAUSE YOU FUCKING LOVE HER
[11:19] .................: no
[11:19] zthelatestplague: AND THIS "SECRET LOVE"
[11:19] .................: i dont
[11:19] zthelatestplague: SHOVE IT UP YOUR ASS.
[11:19] zthelatestplague: NO
[11:19] .................: its not i secret love
[11:19] zthelatestplague: NO DONT EVEN START
[11:19] .................: omg
[11:19] zthelatestplague: IT WAS ME THE WHOLE TIME
[11:19] zthelatestplague: YOU FUCKING ASSS
[11:19] zthelatestplague: I KNEW IT
[11:19] .................: omg
[11:19] zthelatestplague: i cant believe you
[11:20] .................: okay
[11:20] .................: im going to tell you the truth
[11:20] zthelatestplague: way-to-go.
[11:20] .................: no let me tell you the truth
[11:20] .................: look
[11:20] zthelatestplague: go ahead
[11:20] zthelatestplague: its gonna be the same in the end
[11:20] .................: i do talk to lindsey
[11:21] zthelatestplague: i dont fucking care.
[11:21] .................: look i just like her as a friend
[11:21] zthelatestplague: LMAO
[11:21] zthelatestplague: RIGHT
[11:21] .................: i didnt break up with you
[11:21] .................: because im in love with you
[11:21] .................: i told her no
[11:21] .................: i said no
[11:21] zthelatestplague: i want to spit in your fucking lying ass face.
[11:22] .................: because i wanna stay with sam
[11:22] zthelatestplague: i know
[11:22] .................: i swear to god
[11:22] zthelatestplague: but you also said
[11:22] zthelatestplague: you love her
[11:22] zthelatestplague: you wanna have hot sex with her
[11:22] zthelatestplague: you LOVE her
[11:22] .................: as a fiend
[11:22] zthelatestplague: you know what ruben
[11:22] .................: im not in love with her
[11:22] zthelatestplague: people dont have "hot sex"
[11:22] zthelatestplague: that is fucking stupid
[11:22] .................: i was just fucking playing
[11:23] zthelatestplague: yeah you were
[11:23] zthelatestplague: you were playing me
[11:23] .................: when you said yeah let have sex
[11:23] .................: i was like
[11:23] .................: no
[11:23] .................: no
[11:23] zthelatestplague: now if you kindly mind giving me back my heart that you crushed and kicked
[11:23] zthelatestplague: no yo uknow what
[11:23] zthelatestplague: right now, i feel nothing
[11:23] .................: okay lindsey knows i love you very much
[11:23] zthelatestplague: yeah i dont care
[11:23] zthelatestplague: I
[11:23] zthelatestplague: DONT
[11:23] zthelatestplague: CARE
[11:23] .................: love
[11:23] zthelatestplague: no
[11:24] .................: look in sorry
[11:24] zthelatestplague: get out of here with that
[11:24] zthelatestplague: you know what
[11:24] .................: im sorry
[11:24] zthelatestplague: fuck you.
[11:24] .................: no
[11:24] .................: love no wait
[11:24] zthelatestplague: no.
[11:24] .................: plz let me talk
[11:24] zthelatestplague: you said enough.
[11:24] .................: no
[11:24] .................: plz

(i changed the DARKHIML to ........ so i wouldnt confuse myself, but its the same person)

SO!
in the end, i came out winning. ironicly, not crying, not sad. very happy. \
and hes still whining.
so how are you guys today?

gossiportruth

2007-06-26T20:08:13Z

gossip: lindaey+ruben=saturday mall and im ok with it
truth: it hurts like a bitch

gossiportruth @ 2007-06-26T11:28:00

2007-06-26T18:34:29Z

friday: san fransisco
saturday: sacramento
sunday: san fransisco
monday: come home

come home where i boyfriend cheats on me but i lack the strength to break up with him.
in an unhealthy relationship and i cant do anything about it.
stephen: he loves you, no doubt the most hes loved. but he doesnt know how to be loyal.
hes seeing lindsey saturday. he promised me if he ever cheats on me or kisses another girl his sould is going to hell. he sweared to god he wouldnt do it again. but, once a cheater always a cheater.

tired of being gi joe.
-
in other news, the retreat = bombmissing day 2 night.
never gonna feel like that again.why am i so negative.

me, you, and my medication

2007-06-20T01:59:40Z

love is just a chemical creation.

fuck it.
its not like you care anyways.
im done pitying you, thank you very much.

fuck yeah.

2007-06-15T20:20:21Z

eventually ill see him again
i waited eleven months, i can wait another 12.
its okay.
a girl doesnt HAVE to see her boyfriend -_-

in other news, there is no other news.
my uncle passed away
new phone
this is pointless pretty much.
i have nothing interesting to say.

oh ps.
dear lindsey, ellie, bre, marina, (new girls), serena, sammi ("suicide"), and the rest of you whom i cant seem to remember;
>i hate you kids with a passion. i hope you die a horribly slow and painful death that eats away your insides and decays your skin as your flesh burns off.

today was great.

2007-06-05T00:48:32Z

end of story.

for more, ask.

6.1.07

2007-06-02T17:14:54Z

best day ive had so far
met up with burned bridges and rebuilt them
hugged my little black boy longer than i should have
liked every second of it
walked to 7-11; got HEY!ed out a black subruban window, met some of jennys swim team friends, and had a nice little chat with some kids at the 7-11
one looked like renee
came home hella happy and tired
my parents were able to make me feel lower than shit in the span of 20 minutes
but the memory of those hugs is whats keeping me happy.
missing my little black boy <33

im watching everything being taken away from me.

2007-05-28T02:57:48Z

im loseing; theyre winning.
blame it on this southern weather.

ive never wanted this more.

2007-05-25T06:13:39Z

i need to find a way out.

pull the plug

2007-05-22T01:08:36Z

because i hate living.

crash.

2007-05-11T01:12:01Z

and burn.

i love nachos.

runaway

2007-05-09T22:34:22Z

everyday i come home to an empty house
even when its filled to its ~capacity [3]
it feels so fucking empty.
this is just a house
its not a home
i dont feel welcome here
im not welcome anywhere
"sam are you okay" "whats wrong"
no, im not okay. im so sick of this question.
im over stressed because of my grades.
im tired because of doing homework all day
yet when i turn it in i get a p
never anything more because of my hate/hate relationship with teachers
im drilled on my grades because "i can do better"
news flash: i am not someone youd love. this is the best i can do without becomeing a nut case.
im someone youd love to hate
and its because i hate myself
i dont cut because its so stereotyped
but if it wasnt and if my parents wouldnt bitch as much as they do
i know i totally would
the things i would do
im ranting because i have no one to talk to and im alone
i have no one to go to with words of wisdom or advice
i always bring up my theory about the kid whos going to jump off a bridge and yet
youve never realized one day its going to be me.

displace me;

2007-04-29T16:14:59Z

so tired, hungry, and sick D : met petey. he was nic e:] no pics sadly, i wasnt carrying my cam :( super chill, learned a lot, hopefully you can too. watch out the the dvd and its gonna be on the newwwws ^_^

displace me

2007-04-28T15:54:29Z

in t-minus 5 hours. stoked!! back on sunday with more appreciation of what i have. in other news, i broke my phone. -_-

displace me

2007-04-21T22:50:07Z

anyone going to the pomona fairplex this saturday? natasha and i wtfdoctor are going. you should too. for info go to www.invisiblechildren.com/displaceme and learn what its like to be a child refugee. ... omg i sound like an add lol GO!!

vegas bbs

2007-04-15T21:56:13Z

just got back
KILLER
got on manhatan express [nyny] 15 times.
record: 23
partied at circus circus for a longg time, got on all the rides
blew 54 bucks at m&m worls and jacked me a pair of 3D shades
got bruises like no other
much more, call the cell
ps new phone this week
STOKED~~

anyone wanna help me?

2007-04-11T01:39:59Z

how do you embed pics into a journal entry? as in, make it a cut and then it shows up in the entry

wow this is interesting

2007-04-05T01:36:10Z

posting via IM for the first time

someone buy me..

2007-04-05T01:20:12Z

http://store.fueledbyramen.com/prodlist.asp?idcategory=882&artistid2=4427

or
http://store.fueledbyramen.com/prodlist.asp?idcategory=882&artistid2=4459

or
http://store.fueledbyramen.com/prodlist.asp?idcategory=882&artistid2=4461

any. please.

D;

2007-04-03T21:13:18Z

20 my what, 15 lj friends [lol]
someone help me fix up my lj
its about time i did something to it
ive had it for about a year and its coughshitty

a new layout would be nice
any recommended communities?

today;

2007-02-08T00:15:51Z

today was really off
I missed grease and spice girls in the morning
I didn't win dynamic duo
and I didn't win best dressed
jill did
but if I lost I'm okay with losing to jill
but still
-_-
bummed

I other news, cheyne&gabbys pic= cutest
make my dream come true

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